urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madpamremembers madpamremembers madpamremembers 2009-03-12T23:13:02Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madpamremembers:965 2009-03-12T23:13:02Z 2009-03-12T23:13:02Z The whole world is a haze. <br />Nothing makes sense. <br />And my tummy really hurts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madpamremembers:655 2009-02-20T12:22:16Z 2009-02-20T12:22:16Z &nbsp;Friends I can be friends with and ones who don't know Mayla or Donna (mom) or Frank (dad) or anybody. Friends who see me as my own person. I want to be seen as my own age and not a ton older, just cos I look it. I want to grow up, eventually. And I want to know why my tummy hurts so much. It's not fun at all.&nbsp;